i cant remember when

welcome people. :)

dont you just hate it when people can influence your mind so much just by saying a few words? and dont you just hate it when people are nice to you and then they just ditch you and leave you hanging? dont you just hate it when the one you're closest to turned out to be a two-faced person? dont you?

WELL I FREAKING DO.

haha.



note: never underestimate my ability to find things out.

thank you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIAH!!

thank you for everything you've done for me. you deserve a really really great birthday. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!

i fall in love whenever we meet

we'll be holding on forever

dear dear people.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. right :)

i have not much to say. okay i'm joking. i've got so many things i WANTED to blog about but i forgot. sigh. next time i'll write a list XD

anyways, lets just talk about what i remember.

MANDY came to our talent time :D hahaha, its been so long since i last saw her and NO FAIR. she grew taller than me. is it me or is everyone growing taller and i'm not? O.o

and then umm..i lost my train of thought again. dang it.

OH<>

"OMG, OMG i'm doing it!"

*falls on ass* =.=

i have lost my inspiration to blog.



see ya soon! i hope.

we'll be a dream

hi! i really wanna spend my own sweet time to blog but its 'late' and my dad's gonna wake up soon. so i'll just say whats my latest song obsession.

We'll be a dream-Demi Lovato and We the Kings =)

and i lost forty ringgit :( i keep thinking of all the things i could have bought with it. but i'm pretty sure i didnt lose it. i hope.

i might die, if i forget how to breathe

hello there. sorry for my emo post before. its just that so many things are happening and i cant control any of them or find anyone to actually listen to them. but even if there was someone who'd actually listen to them, i just dont feel comfortable talking about it.

anywaysss...lets cheer up the whole atmosphere by putting a list of really really hot people :) and their pictures of course. but they might not be in order.

1. of course, TAYLOR LAUTNER. i mean you have to look beyond his over-sized nose (my dad's words not mine) and look into his heart. but of course we,re all to mesmerized and distracted by his pecs and abs to notice whats underneath it.



but i dunno. i dont really like guys who are TOO muscular. haha, weird, right?

2. Matt Lanter from 90210! the best memory of him that i have is when he punched a glass door in 90210. but i first fell for him in the movie 'The Cutting Edge 3' skating movie. haha. even my MOM said he's hot, kay? :P



but i heard his personality isnt as charming as his looks. soo..blek.

3. Bradley James, as Prince Arthur from Merlin :) he's pretty arrogant and showy-off in the show but in real life, i SUPPOSE he's okay. but there's just something about him.



i guess thats all for NOW. :) hahahah

and the sunway lagoon trip yesterday was okay-ish. i went to the scream park and i closed my eyes almost the whole way. the ghost LOVES to pick on me. he scared me once. i screamed and slid all the way down to the floor for some reason. HE FOUND IT FUNNY,. AND HE DID IT AGAIN. he's sadistic i tell you.



the worst news of the whole day was that i broke my toenail and it HURTS whenever you TOUCH it. i broke it when i fell off the float thingy under the waterfall and my knee and toes scrapped on the stoney ground. ouch ouch ouch.

g2g now...

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


P.S: i'm currently obsessed with the song 'Kissing you' by Miranda Cosgrove. =) its addictive. ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jv_M_uUgZ_Y

one day we gonna get too high for you to reach

one day, you're gonna regret the way you treat me. one day, you're gonna get the same treatment you're giving me and you wont be able to take it. i dont get why you must find every single mistake in everything i do and even if i dont do anything you'll create something. you're never happy if i'm happy. you're pathetic because you find happiness in my misery. you find it amusing how you leave me out of everything and you think that i dont have feelings. one day, you're going to suffer the way i am now.

i sacrificed everything for you. i started a new life for you. i came here, for you. and now, you've left me withoutso much of a backwards glance because you've found new people. you dont even think about how i feel anymore. you dont care. you've changed. i miss the old you. but maybe the old you wasnt you. the new you is who you really are. i've just been too blind to see that. you dont care that people are hurting me right before your own eyes, and sometimes, you even join them. i can even see coldness in your eyes. what happened to you?

one day, i'm going to show you i'm worth more than what you think of me. what you made of me and what you think i'm worthy of. you've said too much and done too much i'm actually begin to think what you say is true.